i dreamt i was in my grandparents backyard.
8 locusts bit me, one after the other.
the 9th didnt. but i remember feeling a sense of great urgency to kill it before it bit me.
though i hadnt managed to kill any of the others.
i woke up before it bit me.
i've been having flashes of daily life
in my dreams again.
i think i prefer the strange, existential ones.
[REDACTED] and I had moved into a new house
I found evidence of him cheating in a secret room he had in the house I had no idea about
he didn't care and no one else cared
the new woman and her family moved in while I was there
had to separate the cats like you would children of divorce
couldnt gather my things; confusion and fear were main emotions
the new house slowly morphed into a mansion, then an abandoned forest
couldn't get my items together/kept losing them/they were being stolen by the new "family"
woke up when I finally told him I didn't care anymore
was at an Amish place? farm? it was for sure late at night
was with [REDACTED], grandpa, and strangers who I thought were family
went to a food stand in Grandpa's van at 1am
loaded the car up with food and they all forgot me
i had to steal a wagon and pony.
a dog was on the back of the wagon, and there were 2 sheep with the pony
the pony tried multiple times to bite me as I got the reigns on
my phone wouldn't work, like there was a virus on and and it also wasn't my phone bc it was so unfamiliar
ended up at vet office. all the people working there were old women.
I begged them to use their phone to call [REDACTED] and when they finally let me
(I gave them the wrong number, even though I knew the right one),
the power went out
somehow ended up at [REDACTED]'s friend's wife's apartment; it was a highrise penthouse.
told her what happened and asked to use her phone,
same thing happened with the other cell,
it wouldn't let me make calls/had viruses to prevent me from using it.
then tried again on ""my"" phone,
it fell apart and turned into one of those bootleg, drop-shipper handheld video game consoles.
begged the woman to help me text him but she had his number before I could tell her it
finally got in contact with [REDACTED],
he said he was coming
but never did
Thanksgiving at my grandmother's house
kids and people from my work were there
a kid had to use the restroom & no one could cover for me/were ignoring me
so I took her to one of the guest bathrooms
she carved herself up with a razor
had horrible words in her arm; "self-critical" "fat" "whore"
so many cuts
so much blood
everyone was more focused on making sure I was in trouble than helping her
my grandmother was dead
everyone was eating food and not helping me help the girl
Dreamt of what seemed to be a past life.
I was a Seeress
I lived in a small tribe near Germany.
and I practed Seiðr
I was so happy...
Dreamt I was hacked by someone.
they got access to my camera, bank, everything.
they took $1,500 and would watch me.
no one would help me.
there were kids going through my dad's truck
(they seemed liked they could be in the movie, the Florida Project)
their guardian wouldn't do anything.
hacked into [REDACTED]'s computer as well.
woke up before it was solved
Dreamt I was the head counselor of some summer camp/school thing.
another horror-esque dream, but can't recall specific details.
remember going underground/jumping through windows with some of the kids in order to get to some activity.
broke a wooden window frame trying to jump out of it.
I was definitely in a school.
vibe shifted from horror to comedy (?) at the end.
realized I was dreaming towards the end of the dream & woke up a little bit after I realized I was dreaming
dreamt I was walking with someone, (a male but no idea who) we were in love.
the sun was in my eyes.
we were talking about life and shooting the shit.
the sun got so bright I couldn't see, my vision went all red then bright white for a brief second.
dream ended.
dreamt I was in some sort of animal recuse place.
conditions were horrific, so many animal sick or dying.
I was sobbing.
nonone would help and they'd laugh at me (management)
convinced employees to report the place.
there was a lil white cat that was dying in my arms.
so many hurt and abused animals.
weird work seminar going on for them on how to sell more animals.
so sad so heartbreaking
was on a roller coaster with someone from elementary school.
it was universal studios i think.
i was in my mid 30s and we were on a date.
i was madly in love
dreamt an old client from work was trying to kill me.
slide escape in that old house that i have recurring dreams of.
my birthday party.
fear.
dreamt I was at [REDACTED 2]'s house.
his mom crying & apologizing to me for everything he did.
freaked the fuck out and ran away.
i was alone in some alley/weird suburb limbo place with my cats in a big backpack carrier.
couldnt call anyone.
stranger was antagonizing cats.
panic, fear, abandonment.
i had to take a trip to new zealand and i remember picking out the country on the map.
dream ended before i left for the flight
dreamt I fought some girl out of self-defense. she betrayed me (?) and was a general cunt.
can't remember who it was, but I know I vaguely knew her.
then word got out to my new job and I was fired.
tried to explain what happened, no one would listen
dreamt I was in a. discord call and said something so horrifically cringe that they banned me.
don't remember what it was.
I could still hear people talking in the VC after I got disconnected.
people kept saying my voice was hot but I was a freak and good riddance.
[REDACTED] had left me for a tranny lmfao
lots of fighting but he was actually nice??? and admitted he left/cheated on me.
hugged meepo goodbye one last time
dreamt I had to recuse meepo from [REDACTED], 3 other random were cats there.
dream morphed into some random girl.
she was like 15 and told no one. had to call cps bc of her mother being cuckoo.
mini horse there
so idk how it started, but the only part I remember is that I was in my old apartment with some random ass dude I didn't know.
he kept trying to get me to have sex with him and kiss on him, and I was NOT into it, but I couldn't leave for some reason. so I had to keep pushing him off me and making excuses for him to go the fuck away while I looked for my keys.
the dude was super weird and creepy looking and just major weirdo/serial killer vibes and then I asked if he had STDs (I think bc I was gonna lie and say i had all of them to get him to leave me alone) and he said he had crabs and I woke up wanting to puke 🤢
very disturbing, woke up nauseous.
weird and disgusting.
don't meet up with random men alone/wear a condom I guess
had a huge cyst on the side of my head I had to slice open. big and absolutely nasty. saw my skin easily split open as I did it. but there was no pain, felt relieved to get it out.
perhaps about removal of the bad energy in my life?
very scary, horror movie esque dream.
had to go to some house (not the recurring one) idk how I got there, but I woke up in their basement, they tried to hold me there, took Nyx from me, tried to kill me, went through my stuff.
when the mom went thru my stuff I realized something was wrong. she tried to hide Ellie from me.
vibe changed when I got mad about them going thru my stuff.
constantly being chased, having to hide, convince the family members to let me go.
psychological horror, not gory for once. whole family, def not related tho, Mom dad and daughter.
house was like a labyrinth, over grown and scary.
finally escaped. when I looked back it was an abandoned house
was able to flee.
once I did get out, tried to call the cops, and they didn't care/respond. the neighborhood was so so strange. every changing and spanning across this huge, eerie field of grass. different portals everywhere. so strange.
about to turn into another horror after talking to man on train back home. different cat in bag than nyx, it was a gray one.
man on the train I was talking to was from an actual horror movie I had seen (creep). he was trying to talk to me/shoot the shit and I had recognized him from the movie. woke up trying to get the cat untrapped from my bag.
had a dream I had to get meepo.
somehow in Australia
[REDACTED] in a frat house and everyone was mean to me/trying to hit on me.
meepo was scared and tons of animals in the house.
online friend had to take care of her, but she was safe
went home
dreamt about my fingernails having weird fungus/bacteria on them?? black crystalized shit.
dream shifted to finding an abandoned baby bat that I had to take care of. very sweet and cute, and he could talk infrequently and only I could understand him.
dreamt I was in a prison/highschool combo,
I was on the prison side. I was allowed to bring nyx, but another girl with a black cat tried to steal her.
told her I had AIDS and if she fought me, she'd get it too.
got nyx back
can only remember the last part of the dream which was me packing to go somewhere on a flight.
nyx was with me.
very confusing and panicked.
dad was there but he was being an ass
dad was yelling at me for eating strawberries wrong.
dreamt I was working at this giant warehouse bar that Elon musk owned.
there were no cameras.
during the busiest time, people were stealing money that hadn't been put away the night before.
I yelled at the other workers throughout the whole night, some guy grabbed a huge stack of 100s, I had to beg and plead with him to give me the money back, he threw it all in the air and said he was just messing with me.
I had to rush to pick it all up, but told him to take a few.
I put a few in my bra.
then when the bar really picked up, people were trying to grab and steal money left and right, me and one other person were the only ones actually working.
some enormous fat white girl with glasses was taking money too and was an absolute CUNT to me.
the scene got out of control and I pulled the fire alarm to get people out.
they all left and I stayed until the morning to let Elon know what happened.
he had me arrested and wouldn't listen to me. he was an absolute dick but people were fawning over him.
when the cop showed up, I was in the shower somehow and Elon said I didn't need clothes to leave, and tried to get me to leave in just a towel.
nice female cop and male security gaurd let me get dressed and the male guard grabbed my hygeine stuff from the bathroom.
I won some sort of settlement from a harassment case against the fat girl for 10k.
never ended up going to jail or court.
fuck there were other parts where the Nazi anthem played and I had to salute the flag and he corrected my salute and started touching me all creepy like
dreamt I was at some weird job conference thing.
meepo and sleeping on the dashboard of my car. she was so sweet and appeared randomly.
accidentally hit a pole with my cat but she was okay. some younger people had driven my car before the job conference and FUKT UP my car settings.
[REDACTED ACQUAINTANCE] something from high school was there working on his boat and he helped me.
i think meepo visited me in the dream world.
dreamt I was back at the old apartment with [REDACTED].
he had his "replacement girl" there. they were trying to rub it in my face that they were happy and he replaced me.
relived the break-up again.
chaos.
tried to get out in one day.
he had adopted a new persona.
laughable looking back on it now.
dreamt I was with [REDACTED COUSIN 1] and [REDACTED COUSIN 2] on a road trip. I was in the back of the pa's van, not buckled up.
one of them threw a Madeline cookie at me.
remember being at Granny's with all the cousins and she wasn't there.
there were cookies there too.
sprinkle ones and others.
Dreamt my dad accidentally ripped off half my toenail on accident then I had to help him carry mulch.
my arm was bandaged for some reason.
also, both were on right side.
dreamt I was at the beach and a baby seal kept following me and I fed it and pet it.
then my whale shark keychain came alive.
the seal protected me from a shark.
then I ended up in the ocean during a storm.
dreamt i got a new car,
it was a blue tesla.
weird.
banana slugs.
everywhere.
ew...
[AUTHOR'S NOTE: This dream was very vivid/viseral... I could physically *feel* the banana slugs on me and woke up in a panic, slapping the imaginary slugs off of me...]
got a bob haircut and didn't like it but dealt with it.
was at some weird book fair? in my granny's house and she was alive.
i was picking out things that I didn't have enough tickets for.
like a pony bead bracelet set, a groovy slinky, etc.
was dating [REDACTED CAST MEMBER] from fishtank.live.
pet shop date, donut date, mall date, ended up in some crazy fun house in Japan?
was so very nice.
keyboard on phone kept breaking.
he was an absolute gentleman and great lover
[REDACTED INTERNET FRIEND] was in my dream. we were supposed to get married?
or some.sort of weird religious ceremony?
he gave me a ring that had a cool crystal in it.
then I went to some weird summer camp where I got infected with something at a spring.
hair was cut in a weird shaggy bob.
made friends with some first Gen immigrant girl and she wasn't a real friend and was a complete cunt.
her brother was very nice.
dreamt my dad was meeting up with some Russian games devs (the ones who made pathologic) at some beach house?
i think?
saw old people from the server i used to admin in.
dreamt I was in some sort of weird school, but I was very popular.
special needs kid groped me/assaulted me after I was trying to talk to him.
whole school turned against me and was trying to kill me when I tried to get help bc of some teacher leading the crusade and saying I was lying.
she went insane and had BPD or something and was screaming and raging and wanted to kill me.
had to get out asap.
eventually found [REDACTED OLD FRIEND] from Bloomingdale and he walked me to the office and I tried to get help there.
as I was packing my things to leave, the school/world was falling apart.
saw my cousin [REDACTED COUSIN 1], but she was a baby.
she told me she loved me.
things kept falling out of my backpack as I was packing them.
dreamt I had gone to a opiumden/Berlin vibes/night club in Tampa.
had on watermelon chunky high heels that turned into skates.
some girl braided my hair in three really thick strands and it was really cute.
met some Uber guy I keep seeing in a dream but he was driving my car.
had to trick him to get my car back
had a dream I was in [REDACTED]'s new apartment.
came to get the rest of my belongings and meepo.
meepo got fatter and was balding.
[REDACTED]'s new gf said that meepo never went outside or looked at the clouds anymore.
nyx was there for some reason and [REDACTED] said that he had got her by redirecting a flight (he was lying).
couldn't leave without meepo :(
had a dream I went to an Orthodox church to observe a service.
accidentally made a bunch of noise and embarrassed myself, but the priest was very nice.
I remember the dream starting out as confusing, I was driving down Bloomingdale Rd., and somehow bell shoals (?) turned into this horrible roller coaster for a car, and somehow I survived.
ended up in what seemed like Vegas before I found the church.
in the church, I sat in a wheelchair and was trying to scooch to the back, but kept bumping into things.
after the service the priest took me aside and I apologized profusely and asked for forgiveness and explained why I was there.
been forgetting to record my last couple dreams; recording what I remember of this one around 4:45pm.
dreamt my coworker Frank was trying to hook up with me (ew), took me to a cool light show under the guise of being friends.
think before that he took me to his neighborhood, weird rural/suburban.
gummo vibes.
he showered with a hose.
and when I kept rejecting him, he tried to kill me.
chased me around trying to get me.
dream somewhat morphed into something like being in a video game or simulation.
then woke up
recording this long after I woke up, but the memory is still with me.
it was late at night, I was outside of some sort of party.
[NEIGHBOR] from next door came to talk to me.
I was beaming up at him, he kissed me so passionately.
then we went inside [STEP-MOM]'s house and people were inside